belonging

 Growing up, my mom and I attended an episcopalian church every Sunday. She was never big into her religion, but when she had me, she wanted to give me the experience of practicing my religion. I attended “Sunday School” while my mother was in mass, thinking it's just where the kids went, while they had their adult conversation. Little did I know, the reason for Sunday School was for me to get confirmed. For me to make my confirmation, I had to attend this weekend retreat with a local bible camp called “Happening” at ECC. The environment instantly created a sense of community and connection. By participating in various activities, such as worship services, group discussions, and team-building exercises, individuals are able to bond with others who share similar beliefs and values. This sense of belonging can provide comfort, support, and a sense of purpose, especially at a time in my life where I felt isolated and like I didn’t belong. 

While it doesn’t relate directly, I could connect this memory to part of the song where she talks about her parents not understanding her decision to come home from school. More specifically I could relate to the feeling of disapproval she was anticipating coming back to her hometown, when I anticipated the feeling of disaproval or not belonging before going into the bible camp. The lyrics convey a yearning for a sense of belonging and finding comfort in familiar surroundings. Nina was able to find a sense of purpose within a community, like the sense of belonging that can be found in church camps.